I finally had to ask you for money again. Korena says her account is negative after I got the last of my truck sale money, and the carrier has suspended me so I can't get cash advances.
I closed out my best pass account, which had a positive balance. I'm guessing I might get 140 there and a 100.00 balance some time after they get their device back (can't mail it from here). But I can't count on that money. The guy in the finance dept said I didn't return a device from 2009. I don't know what he's talking about. But they might deduct that.
I called the Salvation Army and two other charities. On referrals, I called a local church. Community Action Center.
I got some homeless shelters that I can't get to and would require me to leave what's left of my belongings.
The timeline on my truck is fuzzy. I could get it tomorrow. More likely it will become available then and I won't get it til next week.
I haven't gone to the bar at all, so I can still eat today and make one more deposit tomorrow, at which point I'll be utterly destitute.
I could have waited a little longer to ask you, but couldn't stand the uncertainty and fear any longer. That's why I said I need 200 but asked for 400 if you could do it.
I spent 40 hours in this room just now. There's nothing else for me to do. I had bought a 4.50 foot long the day before and had peanuts left over so I didn't have to make a food run.
My budget is tomorrow's 45.00 deposit and 10.00 (maybe 12.50 with change).
If you help me out one last time, I can pay through Tuesday and indulge myself to the first half of Thursday night football at the bar. Then I can sleep.
I haven't been able to sleep. I try to distract myself from my worries with this kindle and tv. I'm watching a season of falling skies I missed most of on the kindle. I tried to watch this "earth fall" movie Amazon produced, but it was indescribably horrifically bad.
I am doing fantasy, but only a few quarters and the free tournaments (I can win tickets to real contests that way).
Right now I'll go get some tea at the truck stop. I brought my teabags with me so it's free. And ill get another bag of peanuts.
Those are 2.00 for a big bag, in the shell. I eat some of the shells to scrub my guts, and like cracking them open.
I've become addicted to that cop series where Tom sellick is the police commissioner and the other walberg brother is his son and a detective and stuff, but I'm hitting reruns now.
Anyhow I hope you realize I'm not bullshooting about my changed situation here. That is, that I won't have to pay for any repairs from now on, so you can quit worrying about safes dropping on me again.
You'll still have to be patient about my debt. I have to take care of Korena, my Corporate filing, my next phone bill, my mailbox rental, George (who has his own problems), build up a modest war chest, then I can pay you in large chunks.
I remember, when I bought my first truck. I had been with USA as a company driver for two years, then doing lease-to-own at Central Hauling for one.
Because I didn't have to pay my massive maintenance account deficit at central, I had 40,000.00 to buy the truck and APU right there.
As a company driver now, I can save that kind of money again.
But right now...HEEELLLPPPP!

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