Falling Harder

The bill for the truck will be 8,500.00.  I will need to sign a legal document obliging me to pay off a loan Korena will take out to pay it.

That's fair, but I can't imagine how I will be able to pay it.

Korena told me she would pay me 48 cents per mile, and she pays me 40 instead.  

Every time the truck is down for repairs, I'm required to pay for my own hotel.

I had to sign an agreement to pay off my dentist in installments.  I'm 4 months delinquent with the State of Nevada (750.00) for my corporation, and as long overdue for my UPS Box.  I STILL owe you (Ed) 9500.00.

I've been literally broke a few times.

Now the IRS is calling me AGAIN.

Korena was trying not to cry about this trouble I've caused her, but I have a hard time feeling sorry for her.

You know, as usual, she said the inside of the truck looks like a bomb went off inside it, and again that I need to clean it thoroughly.

First, her standards are rediculous.  She has to be talking about my bed not having been made, my stuff stashed in the upper bunk, etc.

Second, I live in that truck and have a right to privacy.  I'm almost 63 years old, and she's yelling at me like I'm an 11 year-old living in her house.

She's been degrading and insulting me this way for a long time, just as I knew she would when she put me in HER TRUCK.  That's why I tried to kill myself in that hotel room, after I lost my own truck.

I was entering slavery, and knew it.

I never need home-time.  I set up my mailbox where it is so I would never have to go even one mile out of route to pick up my mail.

Any sane dispatcher would appreciate this, but Korena SCREAMED at me for picking up my mail after three months without asking permission!

She always blames a customer or the carrier for this rediculous crap.  That time, she blamed New World.

She blames the carrier for not allowing me to fuel from friday to midnight sunday each week.  It's actually her irrational compulsion to max out each and every settlement check.

Like she told me I'd be paid 48 cpm, she told me I'd have EZPass.  Then she told me I couldn't have it because I'd abuse it.  ME.

She's paid THOUSANDS by foregoing the 15% savings.  Brakes, the drive train, fuel; thousands of dollars just to keep me in my place.

I've had toll receipts disappear; once from inside the envelope I left her paperwork in!  She's burned me out of all that money!

Her crazy service writer blamed my 12-volt (cigarette plug)  COOLER for ECU malfunctions and a starter failure!  She STOLE my cooler the first time!

She won't listen to reason!  The service writer explained to me that since they couldn't find anything else wrong, it had to be the cooler.

The ECU failures started shortly after I left the Dealer.  It was 2 LOOSE BATTERY CABLES.  I fixed it myself!

I had 13 volts when the starter failed.  I'd only been parked for 30 minutes.  There's a 20 amp fuse.  It's not POSSIBLE that any 12-volt appliance could cause these issues!

But NOW, i can't have a freaking cooler and have to spend 100/week on food!

Blaming ME for the ECU and the starter and everything else that ever happened to the truck...

Well this time it IS my fault.

...and now she will remind me of it constantly, every time I get UPPITY.

I plan to try to make it out of this mess, but if I can't I'm going to hurt her as bad as I can on my way out.

Korena is evil.  She is cruel, merciless, and a monster.