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Dammit! Ok well I finally got a coherent, detailed report.  The truck is all set except for the insurance.  Korena said it looks like I'll be leaving here Friday morning.

Thanks to my miserly hoarding, I was able to pay for one more night.

It's Wednesday.

I told Korena I was screwed.  She repeated that she was broke.  She says I must have a few pennies left in etrade.  I don't.  I haven't for three weeks.

She says she'll ask Kate for the lousy 45.00 but she doubts that she'll pay it.

No, Kate will say fuck you.  Freeze to death with all your stuff I won't pay 45.00.  And it's all your fault.


G said I should go to a temp agency.  But this is a rural area and I'm on foot.  I can't sell blood plasma either.

I'm trying to force their hand here and not call you again.  But I might have to.  Kate is just unbelievably cold-blooded, and even on the eve of getting me up and producing income, she might refuse to LOAN ME 45.00 she knows damn well she'll get back within 21 days.  Hell, it's in the contract she herself is drawing up! I pay them 500.00/week until I'm even!

She knows Mac will wait...a little.  She'll fight me every step of the way over these crumbs.  She might indeed leave me high and dry.

And I might have to call you again.

What's worse is, is this place open on Saturday?  If I leave Friday I won't get there til Saturday.  Then what?

I told you.  Somehow, some way, it would stretch out some more until I'm out of borrowed money and almost homeless again.  And then I'd be tortured some more.

This became absolutely imperative when G had to go in the hole to pay my last weekly, and when I told you "this is the last time".

Unfuckingbelievable